Hello, I'm Tabatha Bird Weaver
No matter where you are in your healing journey, I'm so glad you're here now. My path with CPTSD and spirituality has tumbled trough many experiences and interventions - Everything changed when I found energy psychology and learned to get into my body. Please download the free audio on this page to begin your embodiment.
My childhood was tough. I grew up in a chaotic household with one parent who is a raging narcissist and another who enabled that and took credit for the cycle breaking that I did. Ouch
And in order to survive that experience, I learned hard lessons like "I have to know the right answer immediately or I'm stupid" and "I am not acceptable if I make a mistake" and my personal favorite, "When you are vulnerable you get hurt, don't trust."
I remain the problem in my family of origin to this day.
As an older child and teen, American Evangelical Christianity conditioned me to believe that God judges me as not enough while also loving me more than I could ever love myself. That's twisted.
As a young adult, I sought help and tried many different healing interventions. I became a lightweight Hindu who was into astrology to piss my dad off, and it worked. So I moved 500 miles away from my family. All while being a perfectionist with horrible self talk. So of course I decided to become a therapist.
Traditional therapy was also disappointing and traumatic - back then the only way to approach treatment was to look at me as incomplete or broken. Rather than looking at the sick system that harmed me and teaching me how to recover.
I was disillusioned until I found energy psychology and a compassionate witness. Energy psychology modalities taught me to listen to my body and intuition and while I was my therapist provided an authentic relationship and unconditional positive regard.
Energy psychology and community are powerful tools in our healing process and journey. I hope you join us, because that is where the healing is. In US.
You, me, and we.
me to You
The Karmic Alchemy Community is a welcoming online community of those of us with wounds and hurts from relationships. We embrace both research and intuition. We understand that we were hurt by others and we can best heal with others. We believe that we can choose to accept and validate our pain and thereby transform ourselves and our lives.
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